i feel like im losing my mind… and i wouldnt have it any other way

leaving my phone at home has become a joke in my family. there were moments in my life; very recent moments, that i would leave my phone at home at least once a week. i tend to be the spacey and forgetful one in my family and we have all come to terms with it. however, with the addition of a boyfriend turned fiance in my life, my phone seems to make it into my purse on amore regular basis. but saturday was an exception. i was almost to my destination, 30 minutes away, and realized i had forgotten my phone. luckily i was 30 minutes early to the photo shoot i was doing with my sister and her boyfriend so i simply turned around to get it, knowing i would be cutting it close but that the extra drive would be worth it. i was surprised at how quickly the drive went and i was off again to my destination. i reached the same general location that i had reached during my first trip when i realized that i didnt grab my camera. while this isnt something that goes with me everywhere like my phone does (although i may make a habit of taking it everywhere with me) it was very much a necessity for the day, if i intended on taking photos of the lovely couple i get to call family. this, even for forgetful me, was unusual and as my sister can attest, i was a bit frazzled. luckily, they graciously agreed to meet me in the middle so that i would not be driving out to meet up with the for the third time that morning and the rest of the shoot went amazingly well.

i never imagined that i would be planning a wedding in 3 months. i neverimagined that i would be planning a wedding with out my fiance by my side. but i could never imagine planning a wedding any other way. even if i more often than not feel as though im losing my mind, i couldnt imagine it any other way.

And for your viewing pleasure… a sneak peek that i captured on my iphone from our shoot on saturday. taylor, you are gorg!

120 days… 111 days… 12 days… 96 days… a lifetime to come

120 days ago you asked me to be your girlfriend, to stand by your side as we grow in our relationship with Jesus and with each other.

111 days ago you told me you loved me. You promised to stand by my side as we grow in our relationship with Jesus and with each other.

12 days ago you asked me to be your wife, to stand by your side as we grow in our relationship with Jesus and with each other.

And in 96 days you will tell me you will love me “from this day forward, in sickness and in health, till death do us part.” You will promise to stand by my side as we grow in our relationship with Jesus and with each other.

These past 4 months have far beyond exceeded my expectations and to be honest, you blow my mind daily. I can’t wait for the next lifetime to come, standing by your side, through all that will come our way.

I have been so proud to call myself your girl for the past 4 months and I can’t wait to call myself your wife for the rest of my life.

I love you with all of my heart. You make me so proud.

Love, your proud fiance